Thursday, 16 October 2008

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At around 5:30 pm yesterday evening.....I was so so sleepy and a little moody myself..It just came so sudden that I felt sad and left out...I wonder why..I don't have girlfriend nor wife or even mistress to fell that....I was sad for no reason?Well probably I knew what was the reason....

Meanwhile...I was thinking of my dinner...I decided to give it a go at a random pick...so I did...went to nearby restaurant and saw this Chicken Rice...saw the chicken calling me.."Wel...I'm sexy..I'm hot...I'm tasty..I'm soft..buy me and feel me....." Well..it was not the chicken actually..that could be my beiol mind trying to persuade my appetite of destruction...yes! it was a success and I bought it and felt the chicken in my mouth to my stomach...

Around 6:00pm..I was still with that moody feeling of mine...trying to ignore the feeling...I then watched the Heroes Ep 5...done with that..I had nothing more to do....went to visits some of my fellow blogger...and still..it didn't help at all...usually, at this condition of me..I would rewatch my favourite anime or movies.....the likes of Initial D...Slum Dunk...romantic humor movies will be the top in my consideration....however, because of the sleepy feeling...I then decided to watch this movie called "20 years after"..I don't really know what this movie is all about..it was downloaded last weekend...tried to watch it 3 times already but I seemed to fail and it helped me to sleep..the movie must be really darn fucking boring huh..I haven't even watched more than 30 minutes..already my eyes were shutting down...woke up, it was already past 1 hour or more...the time was almost 8:30..the movie has already finished...surfed the internet and at 9:00pm I decided I better go to sleep..and I really did....9:40pm I was already in my dream....I dreamt of something serious today and it has something to do with my moody feeling earlier...It is so wonderful sometimes that we can dream about the things that matter the most in our mind huh...although the dream was not happy but it shows me that how that feeling would effect and affect my emotion in the near future...should I believe what I had dreamt about or should I just enjoy it...this time, I will try not to think about it more than I should..it is not ignoring nor denial to me...it just that I would not want thing get messy in my head and it is not a priority in my life...maybe it is only me that thinks the feeling were real and perhaps it is only me that thinks that way....feeling huh..sometimes very deceiving...haha..

Now at 3am in the morning (I woke up at 2:14am)...writing this down is just a way of letting it go...telling the world that I'm just a human that can have feelings as well as dreams...I don't know what am I going to do now....this is one of the reason I don't prefer to sleep early..If I continue my sleep then perhaps I can have another nice dream or perhaps I will be more moody during the day due to oversleep..haha...I will think of something la..I wish that someone were here and friend me masak magi or have a decent chat...haha..What?! I'm also human that can ada 'manja' juga ba..hahaha...darn it! 1 more hour to go I will get ready for work..huhu..Again..do not let your emotion spoil your day!!!! Motivation ba tu...

55 comments:

XiGorX said...

hi wel...it's normal..there'll be one point sometimes in our life that we feel down on everything..I do feel like that too...Being surrounded by friends but you're still lonely and feeling empty inside..The worst thing is that, it comes together with the feeling of 'anger'...Nothing seems to make sense anymore..and to make it more nonsensical...We can't figure out why we have all those emotions..SUDDENLY...be happy anyway, the time will pass and you'll be fine...Have A Good Day today....

Mell_f said...

I sleep early too,but end up waking up late,as usual. besides,i dream nothing,unlike the past 2 days. :P

I thought mcm ada ba ur post about mimpi dulu kan? hm..Suda nama pun mimpi ba,you shouldnt believe completely la.Nonetheless i would love to make some dreams come true ba,well certain dream la ;)

I hope u're ok by now. Just think of that someone who cares about u bah..si *censored* ka,si joel ka,ur mom ka,ur cats ka,ur dog ka etc etc, sure u'll be fine.haha

p.s: sweetie,i'm waiting for ur comment. lols.

cLaiRe Bennet said...

ko kurang bir ka ni wel? hehe...p kacau c aguk ka atau c jew ba...nda pun ada jg c biggy teman bercerita..hehe

sy slalu ja rasa gitu..yesterday, i was feeling nervous for no reason...actually kita tau ba tu apa sb dia..deep down..tp biasa la..pura2 nda mau tau kn..gitu la ba human..hehe

cheer up wel! mayb u need to find new hobby ni tau..;)

Ornest said...

Sya tau tu kanapa... kekosongan jiwa baitu. There are times when i'm in this situation and I believe this is what Urangranau gone thru last time and i told her she needed someone close to talk to.. In your case with many friends around you but still feeling like that, the best i can suggest is for you to have a fellowship with your "teman seiman".. They can give different kind of support to you spiritually :D That's the best for the soul. GBU and cheer up kio boss :D

sweetie~ said...

wel kan sy bilang kau perlu tu tlc sma sex ba...you're in a denial state ba wel....muahahaha!

kau sma c claire mcm sama ja condition kamurang ni....mcm telepathy ja ni.....bah jadi apa lagi? jgn buang masa ba....masa itu emas.....hohohoho...jan mareee!

Wel^Beiolman said...

XigorX...emmm...that could be true la mesh..nasib sia inda ada perasaan anger o cuma mimang pandai sgt sensitif..emm..in my case..i knew what was d reason..it just that I was down to think that I let myself into that thing...thanks mesh..yeah I had a good one today in the office....unpacking 2 new dell pc..haha...and busy from the moment I came in till the moment I went out of the office's door...


Mell..hi mell....dream?yeah..I read the book as well last night ba..hehe...so it actually help a little bit to understand my real feeling...seh...u knw ba libra...everyone is important than the libra him/herself..huhu..I'd rather be sad if I kw I can make someone happy..kesian sungguh sacrifice dia ni..haha..dream come true...well, time will tell jg kan..mau jg tinguk tu house ep baru smlm tp nanti bising..hehe..thanks k mell..

Claire..hehehe..bir kali jg kan..haha..kacau durang?haha...sia kasi chance la ba..nanti kalu tiap2 hari sia kacau buring la ba kan..mesti mau rest jg...haha..sepa bilang sia inda tau claire..haha..sia tau ba sebab dia ba claire..sebab kurang bir..haha..new hobby?haha..apa hobby ngam tuk sia claire....thanks k..

ornest...hi oiga..kekosongan jiwa?haha..mcm mana kita tau jiwa kita ada isi oiga.hehe..inda jg kosong ba oiga cuma u knw la life..byk dipenuhi perasaan dan emosi jiwa...kalu jiwa kosong..teda perasaan sedih tau lonely.hehe..teman seiman?wahaha...silap sikit sia kasi ceramah durang si jew, joel bila durang minum lebih2..hehe...bayaya tu tau..thanks k oiga..idea kearah kebaikan ba tu..manatau kan..ada panggilan dari Dia..

Sweetie..heheheh..mcm ko tau2 sja yg kurang kan sweetie...kalu bgn waktu awal pg..mesti la tu yg dicari ba kan..hehe..i wish u were there ba tu sweetie..hehe...entah kita main congkak atau main batu seremban tu masa..hehe..mau cari TLC la ni..hehe..need more sex ka sweetie..hehe...apa kena mengena si claire ni..dia selalu tulung sia komplen terang sama bising la..mau jg gelap nda nampak kenen..haha..sia mau yg terang2..hahaha..thanks ah..ko teda TLC ka sweetie.suda ko ksi cancel sia punya kan..bukan 1 thn ka tu validity dia..hehe.

cLaiRe Bennet said...

hahaha..sweetie...xkan kau tia perasan lagi c wel tidak mampu melepaskan kau ni..slalu dia merayu2 jgn kana reject oleh kau...kasi la ba dia chance sweetie...hahahhaha

silaka kau wel..nda bgs ba kalau terang2..silau mata...kalau bising lagi...satu kampung tau..hahahhaha

don't ponder too long on things that bother u ba wel...or else u forgot to be happy...mcm jg kalau limpas tu bonggol d tgh jalan kn..mana buli lama2 sana...mesti mo kasi ngam gear balik..then lepas tu bonggol...;)

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire..hahahaha...peduli la ba org kg..tu anjing sama tu ayam durang nda marah pun..haha....

I'm happy claire..but there's a time in ur life..although u have almost everything u would ask for..still, u seem to miss something...hahaha...bonggol?sepa suru ko p limpas yg ada bonggol..p jalan tempat lain la...mcm mana ko p limpas bonggol ko inda kasi masuk gear yg ngam..silap la butul2..haha..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

kau ba sy maksudkan skg ni wel!! knp pla sy yg kana ckp blk!! haa????

hehe...begitu la ba org bilang tu..even if u have everthing in the world...but u miss the most essential thing for human being to feel complete n whole...nda jg akan genuinely happy ba...i think u knw wat the thing i'm saying here..dont tell me its sex la..haha

time will come jg kali ba tu wel..just open ur heart la tu sja sy mampu kasi nasihat...hahaha

to love n be love in return..that's something i will nvr trade for anything..;)

smpi sda kali ms kau ni mau kawin wel..gud luck k..c sweetie menunggu tu..nda pun c mell...haha sempat lg ba kn.

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire..hahaha..kawin sja ko pikir kan claire..dari dulu sampai sekarang..serita kawin sja..haha..ko mau sia ceramah sal kawin ka ni..haha...apa pula buka pintu hati ni lagi..hehe.i dont have to buka pintu hati mau happy and enjoy d life ba claire...we can love everything and be loved in return jg ba..lay of the attraction...

ahaha..si sweetie sama si mell..haha..si mell mana buli..napa ko inda masuk claire..haha..si sweetie sja harapan sia ni..hahaha..sempat lg ba kenen....

sia rasa I need more sex ba ni claire..hehehe..tu la si sweetie sja ngam ni..ahahahaa..sot suda kita ni tau..haha..

Mell_f said...

adada..ada jg nama sy tmasuk ka? haha..ngam la ba wel,ada 1 sj harapan ko tu,si *censored*..haha.

Wel^Beiolman said...

Mell..haha..sepa ba si *censored* ni mell...ada lg main rahsia2 ka ni..adadaa....sia teda masa mau cari si *censored* tau ni..haha....

si claire tu mell..dia suka betul yg ada list2..hahaha..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

wel ba...i knw u r trying to be funny..but u sound more like someone in denial mcm c sweetie bilang...

ehhe..tp sepa ba jg yg mo kena nampak masa mandi kn...ms yg plg vurnerable (not to mention sexy)..hahaha <------analogi lagi..incase u felt lost agn..;p

ok2..anything u say la wel..if it makes u happy...go for it..hahha

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire...ba.ba..mula suda dia mau kasi jadi ni tempat chatting..hahaha...entah la napa ko pikir mcm ni...apa lg ko mau sia cakap ni claire..sia serius nanti ko inda dapat kasi stop kama ceramah sia..hahaa...

napa la kalu kana nampak mandi..adada...apa beza org nampak ko berenang sama mandi..ko d beach sama d sungai apa beza dia..nampak ko mandi jg..ada air..walau tawar walau masin..mandi jg..sia inda paham ni analogi ko..ko telampau maju ba claire..kasi turun sikit tu level tuk sia yg slow sikit ni...

again....I'm happy with my life and wish sia ada 1 billion d bank mau lebih enjoy..yeah..ko tulung p beli sia mesin cap duit ah..hahah..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

tell me about it~..didn't i told u to go shopping before wel? u better do...hahaha...

lagipun menurut ingatan sy...mmg kau ada list pun..n fews sda kana reject..ada yg under consideration lagi...ada yg mmg habis stok..nda available...hahaha

Wel^Beiolman said...

claire...sorry la ba..sia inda suka shopping..penat ba shopping claire..mau cari parking lg..mau jalan naik turun tingkat atas bawah...penat claire..kalo mau shopping dvd sia tau mau p mana direct terus...beli balik tinguk terus...senang...benda menyusahkan inda sanggup la sia claire....bgs hidup inda susa mau kasi susa sja pula mau p shopping..bgs ko belanja sia tu duit bikin beli bir kita kan..hehehe..jd mcm..ada bir lagi ka ni...

my list?huhu..ko ingat mcm mau beli barang dapur sja ka ni..haha..list tuk budget mimang ada ba claire...selalu lari budget suda..hahaha...life is meant to be enjoyed..and its not supposed to be that complicated until u make it complicated....think simple but brilliantly...that will do...

cLaiRe Bennet said...

hahahhahahah.....okay wel....noted!

sigh~ mmg teda harapan sda mau tulung kau ni..keras kepala lagi nda mo dgr ckp org...hehe

watever it is..i'm here..u can count on me..............untuk kasi tulung hibur2 la..haha sy nda lupa tu janji kau mau kasi beranang bir...

o ya..jgn lupa tutup tabir...tutup pc...terang ba..haha

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire..hahaha..ko terima jg akhirnya kata2 ku ah..haha..apa ko noted ni..nanti ko kasi tinguk tu note ko ah..hehe..

jan la ba ko bilang teda harapan mau tulung..walau sia sesat pun ko mesti tulung jg ba...gini pula ko ah..sikit2 ba biar la ko..haha..sendiri balik ruma kenen..hahaha...

ko masi jg mau berenang beer ka ni..nanti org nampak claire...ko inda mau kan tu.hehe..apa salah tabir kalu sia inda tutup...pc supaya buli download ba..terang sebab ada pencahayaan..besyukur semua ni ada..nanti teda....mau komplen..setiap yg kurang ada kelebihan jg ba..hehe..jadikan yg kurang sebagai kelebihan..haha..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

wakakkakaka....kau gila sda ka ni wel?? haahha...sy nda terima kata2 kau wel..cuma sy mengalah sja..abis sama jg kau nda mau dgr...ego mau mati ni..hahah nda ba..

selagi sy buli tulung..sy tulung...tp ikut kau jg mau minta kana tulung ka nda..kalau tia mau mcmna jg sy mo paksa....bygkan kau mabuk kn..then sy mo bawa balik..trus kau tulak2...sy angkat jg kau (kalau larat la)..then kau tulak juga lagi..trus sy tejatuh la kunun bedarah kaki nda sda mampu mo angkat kau..terpaksa la sy kasi pengajaran skit so sy kasi tinggal..sy balik ruma dlu la..then last2 tia tau mcmna kau smpi jg ruma.....trus.....err...terpulang la sama apa yg kau dpt sm pikir sepanjang kau jalan balik sendiri tu..hahahha

naa...plg simple pny analogi sda sy bg..;)

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire..hahahaha..ko ni claire...ko sakap sia ego suda o sekarang kan..huhuhu..sedih sia dengar o..hahahaha...tdk apa la..perkataan yg inda sedap d dengar tu tau....

ko betul2 mau sia shopping apa bgs dia?..ko betul2 mau sia buka pintu..ada bgs dia?..ko betul2 mau sia mandi tutup lampu apa bgs dia?..ko betul2 mau sia kasi licak kepala sia..mimang suda licak pun..hehe..bottom of the story..sia rasa..u've forgotten that I'd mentioned earlier..I knew what it was..but I decided not to think about it as it is not my priority...ko mau jg sia kasi explain ba ni kan..hahaha...whatever it was I dont think I should talk about it more detail because it was just a common stuff for a normal human..na kan..sal ko la ni sia mau jadi serius suda..hahaha...

again...I thank you and happy if people thinks I shall open in order to receive..I think its more than open....haha...then perhaps another history..a man shall be respected by his word..and I shall keep my word as when or what I have said them....it is not my priority jg..si jew suda sayang sia pun sia happy suda ba..jan tamak ba claire..sia ada si aguk jg ba..hehe....sekali sia pikir mau piara ikan karuk d akurium ba kan..tu pun mau bingung.adadada...tu pun ko mau suru sia shopping ka...mau p cari d parit2 sja tu..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

hahahhahaha...kenapa sy susah payah mo meluangkan masa d ruang komen yg skg sudah menjadi lebih kepada chat box (n d whole world can read it for goat sake)...mmm ko rasa kenapa? sb sy mcm jg c jew sm c aguk..kami sayang ba sm kau ni...kalau blh mau tgk kau happy...its been too long 4 u sda...

but then........exactly like u said again n again....u hav think it over...u have make up ur mind..n u knw wat to do..ok la kalau gitu...i'm relieved la sda...hehe (teda pun sy suru kau blk2 p shopping..kau ni..tu selingan sja ba tu)

n i'm really sorry for the word 'ego'...i knw i shudnt hav said that...i duno wat i've been drinking n thinking...hehe sorry k...

n also..u hav my respect 4 ur word...4 evrything u hav decided..bukan jg sy memaksa ba tu...sy mau tulung kau lap meja sja kalau ada kutur2 yg susah mau kasi tanggal terpaksa guna vim...haha

p/s apa sda jadi ni wel? hahaha

sweetie~ said...

mmmmmm....macam ada kemajuan sda kau sama c claire ni wel....wakakakkaka

ko mo kana puai2 ba ni wel.....come lie down on my lap i puai2 u wel until u fall asleep....kekeke

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire...jan ko kasi serius sia ba...sia tau ko sayang sia ba claire..hehe..alamak..nanti si sweetie tarik diri la..hahaha...I'm lucky to have u ol...thats more important than having another history kan...hehe..

hehe..its ok ba claire..sia sensitif tp inda jg ambil hati ba...sia minum bir lebih sja la nanti bila ko belanja..hehehe..it just an advice jg ba tu..ego is a strong word to any man..thankfully sia besa kana nampak mandi..jd mcm ok sja sia rasa..hehehe..

ko mau tulung lap mija sja ka..bukan ko bilang mau masak nanti..haha..ko bilang tu ah..bukan kana suru..hahaha..thanks for ur love and support claire.nanti sia kasi berenang ko bir..ko sedia bawa baju mandi ah..haha..

Wel^Beiolman said...

Sweetie..hehehe...mcm ko sja paham sia minta puai2 sweetie...things should not be made complicated when it is already complicated ba kan..hehehe..sia inda mau tidur sweetie...apa best kalu tidur..hahaha...thanks sweetie..puai2 accepted and appreciated..

sempat lg ko mau kasi ngam si claire o kan.hahaha..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

hahahhahaha.....funny jg la ni kejadian ni..sweetie..jgn tarik diri...i was jut trying to be a good friend...hehe

tu lap meja another analogi ba tu! adei...buli tahan pny slow jg kau kalau ada kiasan skit kn...heheheh

cLaiRe Bennet said...

o ya...i'm not trying to make it sound so complicated ba kali seperti yg kau anggap tu...senang sja cerita dia tu ba act...cuma terlebih analogi kali....

ok la...all the best with ur simple & never complicated life as u wish k wel....hehe

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire...hahahaha...ni la ni claire..sbb ko la ni si sweetie tarik diri.hehe....sometimes u dont have to try harder ba claire to make things look better..it just a common thing in life kan....apa org bilang tu..stop trying harder...just do as much as u can..hehe..

sia kan ngok claire..hahaha..mimang slow la ba..tula sia suru ko kasi turun tu level analogi ko...sia inda paham ba...kesian la sia..hehehe..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

depends jg ba tu..if u never try hard enuf pun nda buli jg....u will never knw wat shud be or shudnt be..

personally(o'ow)..4 me la...it's always okay if my life gets complicated sometimes..or maybe most of the time...thats really are my way of indulging with wat life has to offer...but of course...making it simple...just sit back n relax..enjoying the scene pun ok jg...;) i did that too...;)

sy stop sda analogi sama kau ni wel..nda pernah berkesan...haha

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire.......emm....menarik jg ko pnya kata2 ni tau..hehe....anggap sja sia sentuhan kecundang la claire..haha...kalu sia decide sia inda mau jan la ba ko kasi lg mau paksa sia.haha..gini pula ko kawan sia..hahaha.memaksa eh..hahaha..make it simple duduk besantai lain suda tu..hahaha...lain betul pemikiran org bijak dan dewasa mcm ko ni claire..haha..takut sia...hahaha...fuh..nasib teda lagi analogi..inda mampu suda sia mengurai analogi ko..hahaha.

cLaiRe Bennet said...

taik kau la...u making fun of me tu kn...silaka...hehe

don't worry..be happy..tu sja kata2 yg akan sy bg lagi sm kau...nda suda mo susah2..nti mcm tambah kasi susah kau pla...hehehe

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire...dont tell me u're still in the office..wahaha..masi tunggu kawan?alamak..dia suda nampak ko satu tangan ka..hehe..ko suka sja pkr negative o kan..adadada..dont worry be happy kaka..hehe...ya la...suda sia terai cakap dari awal ba tu..thanks k..ko mcm bodyguard oh sini claire..laju selalu ko reply kan..hehe..thanks k..nanti ko belanja beer byk lg tu serita ko mau sambung..sia tau tu..heheh..I'm willing to listen and share my view k...

†bandaged-knee† †Broken-Medusa† said...

waaaa!!! 31 bah comment ko ni bossss! lol.. ^_^ wel.. O_O" we have the sadness syndrome! admit it.. lol jk ^_^ hey its dinner time! ^_^ hope u doing good! ^_^ xoxoxxo

Ornest said...

Hahaha.. panjang cerita kamu ni.. Kaasih pendek ja bah Wel... Kawin saja capat2, mcm ada calun sdh tu hahaha :D

Wel^Beiolman said...

Beck...hehe....byk ka?si claire la ni..hehe..dia sayang sia ba tu..hehe....yeah..we sometime have the sadness syndrome..we can't help it just let it go la kan..hehe..Im doing good beck..thanks...

Wel^Beiolman said...

Ornest..haha..sepa lg calon dia ni oiga..sia pun inda dapat kasi pasti..hahaha....mau kasi pendek jg ba ni tp ada jg sahutan...haha....

Mell_f said...

hahaha..adui,sy musti comment jg ni,gatal hati sy mau jadi comment yg ke 35. Biarla ba si wel mencari sinta sejati dia dgn cara dia sendiri kan wel,jgn dipaksa anak ini. lols (bah,lepas ni ko spend sy eskrim sebab sy sapot ko..hahaha)

Wel^Beiolman said...

Mell...hehe..ya la kan mell..sia mau sari pun susa butul...bgs inda payah sari kan..let it happens natural ka tu...hehe..haha..ko minta belanja eskrim?buli ba mell...harap2 sia mampu la kasi ko tu eskrim yg ko suka..haha....butul2 ke-35 suda la..hahaha...tangkiu ah mell...ko sapot jg seruan siurang..haha..

urang ranau said...

wel, kakak rasa baik ko kawin capat2 la wel..takut juga ni. tp andang2 bah itu perasaan..kdg2 ada time2 juga kita berperasaan mcm itu. bah cepat2 la settle down kio.. ;) jgn tunggu lama2 nnt lama..

Wel^Beiolman said...

Joy..hehe...sia belum layak lg ba...masi muda dan masi budak ba sia ni..belum lg sia puas muda ba joy..kalu ada kesempatan akan jg tu..tp org bilang..jan di paksa kan..jan jd desperatai..haha...inda jg sia mau tunggu ni tp kalu mimang teda yg mau masuk meminang mimang teda la..huhu...

cLaiRe Bennet said...

btw...its just some sort of discussion ba all that...mcm paksaan buruh kasar pula jadi dia sy rasa kau rasa....hahaha

long live wel...;)

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire....ok ba claire..ko ni..sia rasa mcm buruh kasar jg tp sia paham niat d hati murni mu..haha..ya la discussion ba tu kan...mencari jalan penyelesaian ka tu..hehe..troubleshooting la ba ni..thanks kio..hehe..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

hahahhahah....kau tau sy ingat cukup la sda genap sy msg smpi 40 sda..skali ada lagi..buli la btl2 mau smpi 100 ni wel...hahaha

i'm glad u understand wat i'm trying to do la...;) mmg troubleshooting ba tu btl2...bukan jg seperti buruh kasar semata2...hahaha

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire...masi lagi belum habis pengulasan ko kan claire.hahaha..sia ngok pun sia masi paham jg ba tu...analogi ko sia inda dapat paham la sbb ko genius ba..jd level dia sia jauh d belakang la..sorry la sebab sia ngok..haha..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

hahaha....kau pura2 ngok sja baini...kin malas..hehe

ReNo said...

haha jd chat box sudah kisah mimpi dan tdur awal ko ni wel. bnyk tul kiasan dan bahasa ber'flower2 kamurg sini. tulah kangku... kawin bogia! haha

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire..atukoi..belum habis lg claire..haha....inda laba ko mau paksa sia sampai sia paham..haha..

Reno..haha..ok ba taukee..kalu suda sia jumpa calon sia p claim sja dari ko ah tuk belanja kawin..haha...ko kan sponsorship sia tu..hehe

kuai said...

wah!!... sa telah membaca 46 comments kamurang ni.. nasib lum sampai 100th komen.. *pengsan*.. susah mau kasi kesimpulan uda ni wel.. hahaha

hemmm.. apa sa mau cakap ni ah.. Pasal mandi pun sudah, tarang/galap pun sudah, sex pun sudah, manja2 pun sudah, lap2 meja pun sudah.. hemmm.. yeh..ada satu lagi yang tinggal utk sa ulas... pasal makan kali.. lol

ko rindu balik sabah bah kali tu wel.. mau makan makanan kampung semua.. jumpa mum ko.. mau makan ikan masin, lado topurak, bambangan, ikan basung... kan? kan?.. kalo sedih, jan lupa tingu korea drama, nda paya tahan2.. suda puas sedih pasti gumbira menjelma..;) begitu la tu hidup kan? hidup kadang2 mcm tu sinta juga bah.. sukar ditafsirkan.. lol buli masuk tajuk kaini?

Cheer up!!.. nasib ada urng mc c Claire, tulung2 papah ko bila lemah (analogi level 0 kama ni) LOL.. jan rasa dipaksa dan terpaksa.. suma urang mengalami perasaan/situasi begitu..>.<"

akhir kata (wakakaka)
XOXO!

Wel^Beiolman said...

Kuai..hepi sia akhirnya sia dapat XOXO dari ko..hehe...lama suda sia minta tu kan...luki sja ko..haha..

haha..c claire..haha..dia paksa sia.hehe..sia inda mau dia paksa jg..btl tu..jan di paksa dan terpaksa..hehe..mcm serupa o kan kita..apa sia pikir ko pikir..seh..hehe..sia rindu masakan sabah ba kuai..hehe..especially mau makan d ruma.ada lado topurak..toitom..osilou la..mcm2 ada..mcm astro jg..nanti balik sia mau p jumpa mama ko ka dulu tau ko mo jumpa mama sia ni.hehe..kaui..td awal pg sia p keja..sia rindu makan nasi goreng ikan masin..telan air liur...adui..tapun sagang..haha..nanti ko masak ah sanaaaa nanti..hehe..thanks kuai..im ok now and am greatful ada sumandak talawa dari KB...worry sia sedih..hehe...bgs jg ko baca byk2 kan..paham terus ko isi kulit hati tapir sia ni..heheh..

u have a great weekend kuai..and thanks again..tuk XOXO ko..haha..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

i tot we agree on d stuff bout its just a discussion..tp tiap kali urang ckp...mesti ko ckp sy paksa kan..sigh....

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire..siok ba mau belawan cakap sama ko claire..hehe..inda pandai mau kalah..hehe...ba ba..sia inda cakap lg la k...settle suda kita..teda lg kita punya pergaduhan kata2 ah..sia beli 2 butul ko beli 4 butul ah claire..hehe..cheers claire..ko pandai mo jdi serius pula kalu cakap sal sinta tau kehidupan kan..huhuhuu...

cLaiRe Bennet said...

mmg la..sb tu perkara plg penting bg sia selain pakai baju RPK..hahaha i'm someone who have enough love for everyone ba...mcm sy mo sayang sja semua org sy rasa...mungkin sb sy tau mcmna kalau ada kurang tu kena sayang kali...haha kalau psl kehidupan..sy rasa kau tau jg napa sy begitu mengambil serius psl life kn...i learn it the hard way ba...hehe

taik kau la sy pla yg 4butul...sy 3, kau 5 la? amciam..sb kau lagi tinggi dan lagi berat..so kau lagi isi lebih byk bir dlm badan..mana adil sy yg byr lebih..hahah

Wel^Beiolman said...

claire..haha..50 suda ni claire..berapa byk ko mau sambung ni..hehe..claire..sia sedih ka tau ko yg sedih ni...huhu..u think u had it..but you're not the only one...apa dia bilang tu email ko antar2..don't think you're the most unlucky ka..the most poorest person..there's plenty more out there...good that u learned it and tried to help by giving out ur love to others..sebab tu kita kawan kan..ko inda happy tinguk sia inda cukup beer..ko p beli lagi..hehe..something mcm tu la ba..

life is meant to be taken seriously but making life too serious than it should be..it just forcing yourself out of apa tu..pasir jerius..so there's always a limit either enjoying ur life or thinking about how serious life should be taken care of...entah la claire..maybe I don't have it...u know..learn the hard way mcm ko bilang so I don't get the idea clearly...the moment u think your life is miserable..eventually that's the moment your mind and heart believe your life is really miserable..betul ka ni..entah la..seperti besa..im not an expert..I accept the fact that I'm human who can be sad..who can fell lonely as well as happiness...law of the attraction....imagine..believe and live...

cLaiRe Bennet said...

hahahha..mcm kau sda di yg start 'some sort of discussion' aka troubleshooting ni tau...hahaha

ya la kan..50 sda..cukup la kali..hehe

just because i said it doesnt mean it picture how i live my life now ba...kau nda nampak ka mcmna gumbira dan enjoying life nya sy setelah 5 ka 6 tahun kita berkawan ni wel...haha

words.....siuk ba tu...hehehe

lgpun biar pun mcm the hard way kunun sy bilang..nda susah la wel...mcm biasa sja ba..sm jg mcm urang lain...hehhe yeay~

Wel^Beiolman said...

Claire..adadadadada..sia inda mau troubleshoot..hehe..inda layak sia..nanti sesat jalan nanti..hehe...ko mimang selalu gumbira...haha..hard way..easy way..y penting end result ba claire..hehe..

cLaiRe Bennet said...

mcm yg sy slalu ckp..everyone hav their rights to giv opinion ba wel...for a moment here i feel like giving another analogy..tp nda jadi..haha best ba dgr org ckp..crita2...apa dorang fikir...sy suka kalau sy..haha

kalau sy la..hehe semua penting jg ba..mula2...tgh2...ending...because along the way..u touch pple heart..naik bas kasi duduk urang mengandung pun ada suda yg senang ati...

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