R.I.P Biggie

He stopped eating since 4 days ago....

His body begun to 'move' by itself since 4 days ago...

He couldn't properly walk the way he used to be since a week ago...

He could barely stand since 4 days ago.....

He couldn't walked since 2 days ago...

He was a very stubborn dog....

He was once missing for almost a month...

He was the last clan of Tankerina (mother)...

He was loved by everyone...

He will always be in our heart...

He just got his citizenship 8 days ago...

His tag is with me as a key-chain....

I'm off today and I took the chance to bring him to a vet...at first I was just planning to get a medicine to put him to sleep for good but the vet couldn't do that and I have to bring to the vet (of course with a cost)

Biggie waiting for his farewell journey...he even looked at me at this time when I 'sayang-sayang' him as if he could sense it was his moment...

I cleaned him once I've returned from vet...I vomit several times whilst cleaning his body due to his own poop and urine all over his body...I then realized how worst his condition was...blood coming through his skin...couple of bruises all over his body (lack of nutrients due to not eating)...I almost cry seeing him like that....

Finally at about 5:32pm, 18 Nov 2009...Biggie was put to sleep forever...I witnessed the whole procedures and wished him goodbye before the vet injected him with a high dose of...(I couldn't remember what it was called) and he slowly stopped from moving....I took him home (usually the body will be dealt by SPCA - burn to ash but I said I will bury him myself) it was hard to bury him after 4 years being with us...according to the vet, he was infected with a major virus among dogs around the world (major killer)...Biggie condition at that moment was semi conscious according to the vet..even if the virus were cleaned his body will not be strong as he used to be...moreover his body has been damaged due to the virus...the vet advised me to clean his place with an anti-bacteria detergen as the virus is quite contagious to any dogs...I did with detol...Biggie is now resting at the backyard of the house with Hairy.....

After he was bathed prior taking him to vet and this was how the virus had affected his body

I might have not spent so much time with you but I always cared and loved you very much as if you were my own son...

You'll be remembered...RIP Biggie, 31 Jul 2005 - 18 Nov 2009

News from home...

I’ve just had a conversation with my mum on the phone minutes ago…she called me to inform me about her sis, Aunt Tina has been admitted to a hospital in KK since Monday…the most recent that I met her was when I went back to Sabah in Dec 2008...and to my surprise...she does not look healthy to me as to what I’ve used to 4 years before…I asked Aunt Utuk (my mum’s youngest sis after Aunt Tina)…she told me Aunt Tina is sick…macam-macam la sakit dia that makes her look 10 years older than her actual age….she even looked aged than my mum (the 2nd eldest of 6 siblings)

According to my mum…doctor found out that she's having virus/bacterial infection in her lung…first thing came to my mind was Dr. House….yes, I’ve had another House Series Marathon last week (watched Season 1- Season 4…look forward to buy the Season 5 next week perhaps) there have couple of reason a lung to be infected by virus/bacteria (according to House)….I couldn’t really response to the news...I was shocked but at the same time don’t know what to say….you know when you received a call like this kan…I told my mum to keep me inform of anything….and she said, she just wanted to ensure I’m aware…5 years ago, I was pissed because she didn’t tell me (she did when I called her a week after) about my grandfather’s (mum’s father) of whom I really fond with until ‘he’ (perhaps) visited me…that answered the mystery of ‘human shaped object’ sitting at the corner of my room almost every night watching me sleeping for quite a period….

mum at the age of...I don't know..early 20's perhaps (pic taken using mobile)

I can only pray that Aunt Tina will be alright and hopefully she will get well soon….also I took a chance to wish my mum...a happy birthday…it was her birthday yesterday..I had actually drafted a post but decided not to publish it…Happy belated birthday mum…God bless you, Aunt Tina and families…..Amen!