Friday, 15 May 2009

Separation..

There will be time when even best friends have to choose their own path in life to live successful life…

It’s going to be a tough moment missing each other every now and day...

Some might say, 6 months period is not a long separation…yet some might have a different thought...

I don’t know what am I going to do without you...I’m sure the amount of beer will be reduced significantly...certainly helping my weight..

I wish you all the best wishes in your career and everyday life there…

When there’s time and will, I know we’ll be together again…. I will wait for you....

I’ll take good care of anything you’ve temporarily-left behind...you know I have access to all that….

Don’t worry about us please..haha…kalu worry pandai-pandai la kirimkan bekalan secrate-dua….

Bon Voyage Mr Jew… jangan kau cuba pura-pura lupa tugasan bulanan mu….hehe..

Cheers!

Saturday, 9 May 2009

Me and myself...

It has been more than a month….many things had happened…be it good or bad…things happened and I could only thanked him for the experience…

It’s always hard to say sorry…especially when there’s no beer to soak a dry mouth or perhaps to fill up a hungry stomach….

Since my return from UK…bad things happened continuously…I’m not about penning them down here…just let it slip through the time...huhu…time heals everything? That’s not quite right to be honest….it doesn’t heal anything, instead it helps on delaying things to be dealt with….at the end we still have to deal with it...trust me....

For about a month…I’ve visited DH not more than 5 times….I had so many things to say but I found it hard to tell the world to what I’ve become…the biggest change is that I’ve lost more than 6 Kg since the Mount Kinabalu trip in Feb and UK trip in March….almost all my short/long pants including jeans have gone loose on my waist….shirt and t-shirt looks bigger than usual….small sized t-shirts look just right and comfortable ever since...yet underwear does not seem to be affected….the question now, what is my current weight? I’m about to enter 61 Kg in a couple more weeks perhaps if I keep on with my life style now….less beer, less food and less internet and more job…

Speaking about job/work…these couple of weeks since early April…things gone pretty bad in Malaysia….both new colleagues had resigned…a new colleague joined in…gone through the training phase with me…developer off for 2 month maternity leave…management busy with interviewing new colleagues….having said that, I and the manager have to sacrifice our time and work to ensure Penang office is still running up to standard….pressure from the HQ becoming tougher than usual…..worst, our 12 years Tech Director is about to leave the company in 3 months time…he’s the expert who had helped the company to grow from nothing to something bigger than expected these past 12 years….It’s not too much if I say almost 70% of our current system/procedures were designed and implemented by him when he first joined the company….so many other things…most of them P&C….shush…

Penang...in 2 weeks time, another colleague (my successor) is off for 3 weeks straight for her wedding ceremony and honeymoon…..thankfully the management willing to approve her 3 weeks leave or else I have to speak to the CEO and offer myself to work straight 1 month for UK shift (night) just to ensure that she will not have to resign and leave…there only me, her and the Manager has the capability to work UK shift right now….I can’t afford to lose another colleague…

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time…change several things that I wish I have never had said or done…well, it’s a fairy tale if one can turns back time…the most precious asset I have is my memories…it’s the beauty of a mind that a person could evolve to someone better than good….
Forgive my dear readers..