Dogged

I finally decided to disobey the stubborn-will I made 5 years ago…..to be frank I had no obsolute reason to why I did that…but tragedies after another have brought the stubborn side of me stronger until now…I was kind of arrogant but it helps avoiding unnecessary trip when it matters the most…I had it 2 years ago but I guess it doesn't count if it occurred in another country (Thailand)… I could still remember the last trip from Johor Bahru to Penang in 2003 arriving early in the morning and thought I will not be doing this for a long period of time...I really did….

You might be asking what’s this about…it’s something silly yet doing it does makes me feel a little ‘in control’ of the ‘easy to be dealt with’ side of me….I could say the same to the ‘I dislike peanut’ yet I’m flexible when I were required to eat peanut (in a small amount tidak lah macam mereka yang suka makan peanut buli makan macam nasi..haha..)

Right! I’m about to take a bus ride from Penang to KL this morning (7:30am, 25th July 2009) for the sake of reuniting with my dearest friend Mr Brandon…Mr Jew who’s temporarily in JB for a 6 months intensive training to achieve his RM10 million wedding budget will be arriving via Subang Airport…me and Mr Jew will be Mr Brandon’s guests this weekend for a ‘sit-drink-talk’ session with Mr Guz who had just returned from UK last month…it’s just a catch-up kind of meeting with Mr Brandon, Mr Guz and others at Mr Brandon’s house….the last time I visited him was a year ago and he did come to Penang last month during Mr Jew’s first return journey from JB of which we had a small party…

The ‘sit-drink-talk’ session had been scheduled to be held on 7th July but it’s impossible for Mr Brandon ‘s schedule at the moment (I really don’t have an idea what he’s up to for being busy until the end of September and that’s something we’re going to catch up with.he.he..) Since the session has been rescheduled to this weekend and was just been informed about it 3 days ago, at first thought I’m definitely not going to make it…instead, Mr Bandon and Mr Jew made it inevitable for me to decline (you know lah when your closest friends combine their pujuk rayu kan..) I then thought of coming by flight…checking up my financial status, accounts, credit cards and living expenses…I was certain that’s possible and achievable but deep down inside, I have this another thing I have been trying to achieve….I’ve been trying to reduce ‘unnecessary expenses’ for couple of months already (buying DVDs is not included in my unnecessary expenses tau..hehe..) thinking at the end of the year I will have more credits than debits….It becomes easier for me to achieve it at the moment because of my working hours which can also be translated into ‘less activities better expenditure’…..thinking of keeping the current spirit, I then decided yesterday after so much of thinking to save as much money possible for this trip by going by bus and return via Subang Airport on Sunday afternoon…..Did I choose happiness over satisfaction?? I know it’s all worth because money is not everything ba…and I love my friends…haha..

Next week…our Deployment Manager and happen to be the Support Team Manager will be in the Penang Office for the first time for a week period… I’ve met him when I was in UK...

* Masih belum packing and belum tidur lagi??!! Macam mana mau beraksi ni nanti 4 crates Special Brew sponsored by Carlsberg's QA Engineer??!!

Cheers and have a great weekend!

Dare to be different

This came into my mind yesterday when I opened one of my friend's email..forwarded email..I'm so interested with these pictures..if only I receive them without the Subject: LadyBoy..I would probably fell in love with these beautiful ladies..well..they surely look beautiful and pretty..don't you agree? It's not a new thing for us that in Thailand this has become their main attraction....since decades ago..I'm not saying that Thailand is bad or what so ever..it actually helped the country's economy for decades..boosting their tourism industry..It's even became legal practice in that country..I've been there once..(trip to Pattaya and Bangkok) and I saw lots of them...not to mention how attractive they are to your eyes..he.he..even in these pictures, you can't really tell how genuine they are, aren't they? I just wonder why and what has contributed to this practice in Thailand..we knew that prostitution is legal in that country as well..and am sure to be a successful man is not an easy task for any man in the world..well it's just a common and conservative thought that being a woman is far more easier than being a man..isn't it? What's what with this thought? Perhaps it's not entirely correct but it may sheds some light in our mind...why men become women..and why women become men..it is how our world evolved these days...women doing men's job...and vice-versa..let's take an example of the most re-known chefs in the world..most of them are men...women also..they managed to get their hand in the highest spot of administrating their respective country..but still many people..men especially do not prefer to be administered by women..I wouldn't mind as long as she's capable..women is easily affected by emotion driven cause..yet who's not kan?..I'd prefer to think men and women are equal in all aspects of life..we may have differences though..it could be responsibility but I still believe they're comprehensible

Let's get back to these pictures..how can you tell that they are not a genuine women? How confident are you with your assumption? Don't they look damn sizzling hot..gorgeous and pretty? By the time we lay our eyes on them..the first thing comes to our mind is.."wow!she's so pretty..so hot..so sexy..so membunuh jiwa"..and who wouldn't feel grateful or happy to be in that position..if cantik or something nice la..lain la kalu kana tinguk sebab bida..ha.ha..would you actually make this enhancement to yourself? It happens to women as well...once they saw any handsome men walking..in a LRT..in the same office building..in a business meeting trip..etc..they would actually.."he's so handsome!(giggling)" that's a common reaction to everyone..also how stupid we are when it comes to hide our 'secret' impression..some would actually feel nervous..some might change their attitude (which is for me stupid and I totally against such act) and worst...you can't stop looking at them..aha..yang ini ada bagus juga ni..you're making your intention known..which is great but if too much..then they might think you're pervert or sick bastard...they would be better run away from you..ha..ha...

Looking at these pictures..I actually kind of admired them..again, it's not a decision that you can reverse anytime you'd wish to like planting a silicon implant into your boobs..how much they've spent is not my concern..it's how courages they're enduring the pain..the swearing..the risks..the hardship to relish and achieve their dream/goal..they dare to be different and be better..I wouldn't know to be exact if this would mean a better life for them but..perhaps I'm not wrong if I say this would open a new path in their life..being someone new...enjoy and cherish their life in a new way...new experiences....life has plenty more to offer..it's either we dare or we dare not...